in remembrance of a Genius...1 Year Later

Approaching 1 Year later and you're still gone. The 'Anniversary' hits on June 17, 2011.

Nightmares have surfaced and anxiety has reared its head, the closer we get to the anniversary. My mind plays back your wake, speaking at your funeral, and the laughs Mom and I shared while visiting your grave for the first time. Luckily, I also remember the good times. Us running Iona and demolishing North Avenue. Our talks with Brother Devlin, and even kisses shared. I miss you, but I feel you. I talk to you. I hear you and see you everywhere. Gifts around my apartment. Hell, my apartment.

You're with me everyday and I know you've been aiding in all that has transpired in my life over the last year. Never forgotten, only more loved!

Spin n Peace DJ Genius

For those who knew him, contact me about the Reunion BBQ. It's on Saturday June 18th.

-V

one of those days...

Thinking about you kid...

This is definitely one of the days Tara said I'd have. When no matter how much time has passed, tears have cried, and memories relived, I will still feel the pain of your death.

This song reminds me of you so much and it was the anthem in the city this past summer, so I felt like you were tauntung me. You were :)

Love you Rudi. Help me get through it, please.